1:39 in the morning...(5) — YouTube from the CEC Library

Only a few minutes remain before I continue working in the spiritual dimension. It is 1:39 a.m.; actually, it must already be 1:40. When you make the most of your own vehicle, you realize that sleeping little does not affect your health that much. I sleep between two and two and a half hours and wake up extremely refreshed. I believe this does not harm me because I make no effort to wake up. The main reason, I think, is the high circulation of energy. Perhaps there are other variables, such as the help of spiritual helpers who enhance this energy so that I can carry out my activities.

For me, this is a form of study: being willing to work at any hour, both now and after I lie down and continue in the spiritual dimension. This brings me satisfaction and pleasure because I believe we should use every moment of our existence to understand it better. Going through life without understanding anything is a total sadness. We should use our body fully before it becomes disabled. Over time, the body grows weaker and no longer responds as it once did, but this is the process of existence. We need to make the most of it.

I insist on this because I know the world demands effort, and no one wants to make any effort, not even to improve themselves. They repeat the same cycle, without meaning and without any idea of what they are. They follow a path, go away, and return the same way or worse, repeating everything. That is unfortunate. Living this way is unfortunate, especially when we have the chance to access this knowledge. We want knowledge, but we practice it only in whatever way suits us. We need to commit to our personal growth and move beyond the self-serving choices, attachments, desires, conditioning, and "emotional lumps" we have learned over the course of many lives.

We need to resolve this rather than thinking it can be resolved by being far from ourselves. We must face this internal "fight," a self-facing, and say, "I am going to sort out this fellow who is me." For me, astral projection work is a total success.